16 days left

Gosh …O level is coming in a few weeks time to be more specific we left around sixteen days. How? Am I really prepared for it? Regretting of not making good use of my time when I am in secondary three and the beginning of sec four. Can I make miracle in such a short period of time? Stress..

Why can't god give human two brains and hearts?
So that we are able to think things in a better and understanding things better.

one month and one more day to go. ='''

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Just come back from my o level oral examination. First when I step into the room, I was actually quite terrified and my nervousness actually caused me say the wrong things. For example, I am supposed to say ‘good evening teachers’ but I went in and said good morning teachers’ and need the teachers to help me correct it. In addition my nervousness was that both the teachers are from a well known school one of them is Anderson Sec and the other is Ang Mo Kio Sec; will they mark me down because the students from their school are indeed better than ours. Despite knowing that I told myself that I will try to give in my best whatever the outcome it is, I deserve that. I really did my best but when I was on my way home I actually found out that there are actually lots of grammatical mistakes that I had made. Not only that I think that some of my points actually don’t really make sense. Haix. What had been done is done I could not do anything much about it. So just hope that I can do better for my paper 1 and 2.

Yesterday, we actually got back our o level mother tongue result and of course I had did better than what I have expected, an a2. now I was actually quite stuck whether upon deciding if I should take a retest for it. I have asked my parents for their opinions however it is not constructive. And the other person I turned into was one of my cousins her opinions was quite good as she told me to sit for the retest as she thinks that since I have a chance of getting a better grade why not just go for it. The next person I will ask are my aunt and other cousins. Hope that I can make a decision asap. Anyways I hereby wish you(my cousin) all the best for your examination which is coming up next week, hope that you can score well enough to go into the JC and get the scholarship again as what you have done for your PSLE. All the best =) Jiayous!

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I was quite disappointed today as i failed my A math mock exam.
However i tried to convince myself by saying that this exam was tough and what so ever. However this doesn't help.
Was just disappointed with my result i had gotten.

Though i have failed now it doesn't mean that i will fail my exam forever. So i must persevere and make sure next time i will score a better result. Must be what mrs menon had said before resilience. So jiayous.

Getting more and more emo recently
In the past dont even have this sort of problems but now
everything has changed
Maybe this is because o lvl is stepping nearer and nearer
there is not much days ahead for me to prepare for it.
and hence felt quite tensed up.
arrrgggg...
driving me crazy. :(

Just want to say a thing today. I am so sorry to you, 某人. I didn’t say those words to hurt you intentionally. But I did it unconsciously. Sorry. But those words you have said really lead me to the answer therefore no choice just to think it that way. Maybe if there was a time machine that managed to reverse the time, I would not have said those words to you as I knew it would hurt you. Felt sorry when you told me how you feel so I would like to apologise for making you disappointed. We should share the happiness regarding your success or mine. So don’t be angry any more. Friendship is a thing for us to treasure.

This year time flies really fast at a blink of eye, it had came to the end of term two. We have got back our mid year results and I did terribly lousy for this year maybe it is because I did not really put in a lot of hard work to revise through my work. This mid year was extremely tiring I had been sleeping for the whole day except for two to three hours to revise my work. How is it possible to revise through the entire sec 3 and 4 work within the short time. Time is running short, there isn’t sufficient time for me to revise, that as a results caused me to do badly. I was quite disappointed that I failed my English. Out of all subjects
English is the only subject that I had put in a lot of hard works but the result was not satisfying at least if I failed within the passing range I would feel quite satisfied however it is not. I failed with an E8 that is the worse grade in my report book. Distress about it. No choice just have to push myself and make sure for o level I can at least get a passing grade for it. Pray to the god that I can pass if not I don’t have to go anywhere already.


Signing off.. BB..