Now I am starting to regret upon my choice:( Choosing the wrong partners will definitely affect your subsequent performance. I always ponder what if I have chosen the another person will my life be easier? This is not viewed as a join effort but rather self effort. Completing this project alone is just tough.. But grit your teeth, things will be over very soon. Jiayous la!

Feeling really depress these few days.. Mistakes made after mistakes? Sometimes I really feel that I am just not ready for the post which resulted in this situation. What am I really disappointed upon? I really can't figure it out~ Firstly, might be expectations I held upon myself? Why did I not check thoroughly and fence my fellow colleages from getting inyp the issues? I should have done proper checking.. Secondly, maybe is how people react that hurts. As a team, is it necessary to point finger to your team mates. Does it make you look better? Idk, and I couldnt understand. Putting myself into this kind of work situation really stress me alot.. If I were to quit, it just showed that I am not up to the challenging world. God what and how should I do? I have lost my aim. There is no lighting path? Maybe that's work? Maybe my capability is still not up to the level to protect the team..

Dedication to the remarkable man - Lee Kuan Yew

With the glamorous State Funeral Procession, it marked the end of Mr Lee's life journey. Even though he might have left us, his significant contribution and steadfastness spirit will always stay in the citizens' heart. He had built a nation which the citizens enjoy much security; people with different nationalities stay harmoniously together. Asides, moving from the third world country to the first world country which people are proud to be a Singapore Citizen.

正所谓：前人种树 后人乘凉, 我敬佩的李光耀国父

Personally, I admired his attitude toward life and the character he possessed. His persevering attitude and wanting to succeed character! As a Singaporean, we have a lot to learn from him.

Strive on Singapore and continue to build for a better tomorrow and not letting his effort wash down the drain.

Life After Graduation Thoughts

My life after graduation has just started three weeks ago! It been fruitful thus far. Many happening events occurred. It had been a pleasure to go through the sweet and bitter with my uni mates, without them I will not be able to complete the education. Time has just flew past so fast. I remembered that during the first semester, I had to work with a group of JC mates, it is a torturous moments despite them being nice friend. I learnt a lot through this two and half years, not in theory but in social skills. In life you will tend to meet people from all walk of life, what matters is how you deal with them. Even though these skills are essential, I have been thinking a lot of whether entering into uni is a good choice for my career path. Hopefully, I managed to secure a job of my preference real soon! Will update my bangkok grad trip, from 29th Nov to 3rd Dec, in the next coming post~

After so long, it is still hard for me to erase your image from my mind. Hope you are doing well now~

sad

Had FOM presentation yesterday and i did quite badly for it =(
today got java mock test use so long to think of one question how am i going to pass the actual test next week?? haix... so stress..
having test next week le havent started how?
god bless me...
Jiayous ba...

sad

Haix... so sad tmr got IDEA ppt and thur FOM follow by a lap test on PACC on friday... so stress...
good luck ppl....

Wedding dinner

Yesterday went to the brother of my grandma's godson wedding dinner. It was a special experience for me as i seldom or never go to an afternoon wedding dinner before. On top of that both the groom and the bride are teachers. Special... What amused me is that they have a sms system where the people can send words of bless to the newlywed and it was flashed on the screen for people to read. High tech sia.. ok that's all i will stop here. Congrat to them =)