It is my first day as well as last day working at bee cheng hiang. I decided to resign after working for one day even though I know that i wouldnt get the pay for that day. i cant tolerate the working staffs there and also there are so much of things to be memerised it is worse than studying the whole geography textbook. Futhermore the transport going back home isnt convinence to me tooo. So decide to quit. The working staffs there were so hypocrite.. should i say that??? just lack of vocab to describe them. haix . Now have to start all over again to find another new job.

It’s my first day working in an organization.
It is so boring plus tiring. I stood for seven ++ entire hours. Talking for
++ hours. Haix.. six more days to go.. jiayous ba..

work

After so many weeks of waiting, finally I received a call. The call really enlightens me. Head down to their headquarter to talk about it the term and condition with Sandra. Since we are not familiar with the place so we miss a stop and we have to walk back though it wasnt very far to me. Sandra is able to start work this 8 of dec whereas for me still uncertain. Still have to wait for the person to call. Haix. But at least sure got a job le =) either start work on the same day as Sandra or 9 Jan. hope can start work with Sandra and at the same location. At least got acc and the job is easier. After the talks with them went to have my lunch and soon home.

WAIT

Wait wait wait… and more waiting..
Despite only one or two days of waiting but it seems like one or two years.
When will I receive a call from you?
Quick call me please…

Planning

If you fail to plan, you are planning to fail.
But what is the use of you planning but your plan doesn’t work?
There are always some obstacles occurring in your plan as things don’t work as perfectly as what you think.
So what should we do when obstacles come?
Overcome it or give up.
It is a tough decision. Hais. Sian.

It was so boring to stay at home nothing to do.
I want to work, anyone got any job? Can introduce??
Haiz...
Meaningless........

BooM!
After so long finally update my blog…
The big days had finally come to an end and today we had our graduate day.
It was held at the labourdor park.
Though it was only a few hours I really did enjoy myself.
I will definity miss the zoo class. Hahas.
Hope that we will have meet up session once in a year =)
Btw after the celebration kirti, yx , sandra and I went to vivo city. It was our first time going there tgt. Guardian was our first location and then we headed to toy r us. Stay there for a while. then we went blablabla (lazy to type out) and finally head home at ard four =)
Let’s not make that moment the last time in our life=)

16 days left

Gosh …O level is coming in a few weeks time to be more specific we left around sixteen days. How? Am I really prepared for it? Regretting of not making good use of my time when I am in secondary three and the beginning of sec four. Can I make miracle in such a short period of time? Stress..

Why can't god give human two brains and hearts?
So that we are able to think things in a better and understanding things better.

one month and one more day to go. ='''

Back to post

Just come back from my o level oral examination. First when I step into the room, I was actually quite terrified and my nervousness actually caused me say the wrong things. For example, I am supposed to say ‘good evening teachers’ but I went in and said good morning teachers’ and need the teachers to help me correct it. In addition my nervousness was that both the teachers are from a well known school one of them is Anderson Sec and the other is Ang Mo Kio Sec; will they mark me down because the students from their school are indeed better than ours. Despite knowing that I told myself that I will try to give in my best whatever the outcome it is, I deserve that. I really did my best but when I was on my way home I actually found out that there are actually lots of grammatical mistakes that I had made. Not only that I think that some of my points actually don’t really make sense. Haix. What had been done is done I could not do anything much about it. So just hope that I can do better for my paper 1 and 2.

Yesterday, we actually got back our o level mother tongue result and of course I had did better than what I have expected, an a2. now I was actually quite stuck whether upon deciding if I should take a retest for it. I have asked my parents for their opinions however it is not constructive. And the other person I turned into was one of my cousins her opinions was quite good as she told me to sit for the retest as she thinks that since I have a chance of getting a better grade why not just go for it. The next person I will ask are my aunt and other cousins. Hope that I can make a decision asap. Anyways I hereby wish you(my cousin) all the best for your examination which is coming up next week, hope that you can score well enough to go into the JC and get the scholarship again as what you have done for your PSLE. All the best =) Jiayous!

Yos. back to post le.
I was quite disappointed today as i failed my A math mock exam.
However i tried to convince myself by saying that this exam was tough and what so ever. However this doesn't help.
Was just disappointed with my result i had gotten.

Though i have failed now it doesn't mean that i will fail my exam forever. So i must persevere and make sure next time i will score a better result. Must be what mrs menon had said before resilience. So jiayous.

Getting more and more emo recently
In the past dont even have this sort of problems but now
everything has changed
Maybe this is because o lvl is stepping nearer and nearer
there is not much days ahead for me to prepare for it.
and hence felt quite tensed up.
arrrgggg...
driving me crazy. :(

Just want to say a thing today. I am so sorry to you, 某人. I didn’t say those words to hurt you intentionally. But I did it unconsciously. Sorry. But those words you have said really lead me to the answer therefore no choice just to think it that way. Maybe if there was a time machine that managed to reverse the time, I would not have said those words to you as I knew it would hurt you. Felt sorry when you told me how you feel so I would like to apologise for making you disappointed. We should share the happiness regarding your success or mine. So don’t be angry any more. Friendship is a thing for us to treasure.

This year time flies really fast at a blink of eye, it had came to the end of term two. We have got back our mid year results and I did terribly lousy for this year maybe it is because I did not really put in a lot of hard work to revise through my work. This mid year was extremely tiring I had been sleeping for the whole day except for two to three hours to revise my work. How is it possible to revise through the entire sec 3 and 4 work within the short time. Time is running short, there isn’t sufficient time for me to revise, that as a results caused me to do badly. I was quite disappointed that I failed my English. Out of all subjects
English is the only subject that I had put in a lot of hard works but the result was not satisfying at least if I failed within the passing range I would feel quite satisfied however it is not. I failed with an E8 that is the worse grade in my report book. Distress about it. No choice just have to push myself and make sure for o level I can at least get a passing grade for it. Pray to the god that I can pass if not I don’t have to go anywhere already.


Signing off.. BB..

There was a heavy downpour today afternoon. Once again, I didn’t bring my umbrella. It is not that I forget or what, I have that idea in mind that since I have shelter all the way from the bustop to my house there ain’t a need for me to bring umbrella. As I thought, I could have just shared with my friends till the bustop. However, I promise this thinking will change after today. I will not have that sort of thinking anymore, from today onwards I will bring my own umbrella. It might be the words you said make me reflect or is the heavy rain that caused this impact. Btw, thank to kirti and ying xuan for sharing ur umbrella with me.

Another thing happened today, while I was walking towards the bustop. When we were walking down the stair due to the rain the steps become slippery and out of balance I fell. So dui lian, there were people standing behind me. Anyway, quite upset now.. don’t know why..

Days have passed I am still unsure of what I am actually thinking about…

It was a boring day. I wasted my one whole entire day watching television. anyway I have nothing much to say. But I hereby wish monkey(huihui) an advance happy birthday.

Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to monkey
Happy birthday to you

I am quite confused on what I am exactly thinking. Can someone lend me their ear/ hand to me?

08' camp

Wow… It two months since my last update…There is absolutely no time for me to blog la… homework and test have occupied all of my time...

Anyways I just come back from the three days two nights camp. There is only one word to describe the camp which is fun! This camp was one of the best camps I have attended. This camp can be so fun because of the great instructors – Ephrain, jianfeng and wenjie- and also my classmates.

On the first day we did some ice breaking game it was just for a while but it was still great. After the ice breaking games, we follow by the sea activities. Though the sea activity was fun but the weather spoilt the entire thing. After we bath, we were called to play the abseiling. At the night we did some math worksheets ( and I forget to bring calculator in the have a lot of calculation mistakes).

The second day, early in the morning, we have our morning exercise and after that we set off for our land expedition. The expedition was very tiring but managed to complete the expedition because we persevere. After the land expedition we actually have to do some high element games. However the weather does not favour us so the high element is cancelled and we were called to play the rock climbing in indoor. After that we went to practice our campfire item which was dance. At the night the grand campfire started. The campfire was a successful one.. I really enjoyed it though I am not feeling well that day.

On the third day, we did our morning exercise as well followed by the area cleaning. After that we went back to the school.

Ok.. I will stop here..bb =) maybe will post some pictures at a later point of time..

Today is a very important day as it is the ‘O’ Level results release day. The current secondary four were invited to the ceremony to give our seniors our supports. When Mrs. Menon, our principal, was addressing us, the hall was filled with dread silence, which I had never experience before. From her speech I can sense that the school did not do well. She stated that all our individual subjects are below national level except for Chinese. Before that, she also announced that for our school there were only 70 percent of passes for English, which means 30 percent failed their English. Upon hearing that fear flooded me, and many thoughts flow through my mind. I was quite terrified as I am thinking: what if I failed my English , I can get into nowhere. So their results is a wake up call for me, I will push myself so that I can obtain at least a C for my English. After Mrs. Menon finished her address, the students were allowed to get back their results and we were called to walk forwards and give some moral courage to our seniors. Upon receiving their results, some were crying while some were jumping with joy . For one case, one of the students cried before he got the results and this caused many teacher to walk forward and encourage him that he will do well and told him not to worried too much… Soon after everybody gets their results the school were filled with laughter, tears, whine and more…

Hope that this year batch can do better and good luck to all.

POLY

Went to Singapore and Temasek poly today with Sandra and ying xuan. We took our lunch at Tampanese mall. After visiting the two polys I headed towards far east plaza. Went to the shop, which is known as bus stop to buy one clothes, for the new year. I went hilter and thither to find for that shop. End up spending more time to find for the shop than to buy the clothes. After that I went to yio chu kang mrt station to take bus home. When I reached home it is already 7.00pm.. feeling so exhausted now. Gtg and sleep.. bb

One week

This is the first week since school reopening, and we have ample of homeworks to do. Studying in sec 4 is really tough. You have to face with lot of stresses and pressure. We have to stay back for commit programme nearly every day, except for Wednesday. Haiz.. Hate to be in sec 4.