Now I am starting to regret upon my choice:( Choosing the wrong partners will definitely affect your subsequent performance. I always ponder what if I have chosen the another person will my life be easier? This is not viewed as a join effort but rather self effort. Completing this project alone is just tough.. But grit your teeth, things will be over very soon. Jiayous la!

Feeling really depress these few days.. Mistakes made after mistakes? Sometimes I really feel that I am just not ready for the post which resulted in this situation. What am I really disappointed upon? I really can't figure it out~ Firstly, might be expectations I held upon myself? Why did I not check thoroughly and fence my fellow colleages from getting inyp the issues? I should have done proper checking.. Secondly, maybe is how people react that hurts. As a team, is it necessary to point finger to your team mates. Does it make you look better? Idk, and I couldnt understand. Putting myself into this kind of work situation really stress me alot.. If I were to quit, it just showed that I am not up to the challenging world. God what and how should I do? I have lost my aim. There is no lighting path? Maybe that's work? Maybe my capability is still not up to the level to protect the team..