Infinity challenge

Just watched the episode of infinity challenge whereby yu jae suk was learning the dancing steps for EXO concert. From the process, I realised that nothing comes easy. But as long as you work hard and strive toward's you goal. One day, it will bring you there. Admirable national MC! Let's learn his attitude. Humble, learner and respectful.

19 July

Ignorance is a bliss.. I truly believe in that statement now. If we care less on how people judge us, we will be more ourself. Somehow I feel that when I grow older, my communication with others become lesser. I am surprised how easy I can make friends so easily when I am young. Maybe we think less of other motives so we can talk freely our heart off but this is not the same as we are older. Though it has been years, I still hope to hear from you. But there is no trace of you. Hope you are doing well~

17 July

It is important to express your tots so that feelings won't be bottled up and you won't feel that devastated.. thus from now I will try to pen down my tots daily. Had belated birthday celebration for my dad today at grandma hus. After so long finally been up. I did nothing much except taking nap, life has been tiring these day's. Maybe mentally.. however hard life is, life still goes on. Smile and try to make changes to both your life and others life. Treasure the moment.

Tots

Took leave last Friday! Always good to take a break, how I hope my break last for one month instead a day😁 is it because I am too sick about my work! Pigonhaeyo..

Now I am starting to regret upon my choice:( Choosing the wrong partners will definitely affect your subsequent performance. I always ponder what if I have chosen the another person will my life be easier? This is not viewed as a join effort but rather self effort. Completing this project alone is just tough.. But grit your teeth, things will be over very soon. Jiayous la!

Feeling really depress these few days.. Mistakes made after mistakes? Sometimes I really feel that I am just not ready for the post which resulted in this situation. What am I really disappointed upon? I really can't figure it out~ Firstly, might be expectations I held upon myself? Why did I not check thoroughly and fence my fellow colleages from getting inyp the issues? I should have done proper checking.. Secondly, maybe is how people react that hurts. As a team, is it necessary to point finger to your team mates. Does it make you look better? Idk, and I couldnt understand. Putting myself into this kind of work situation really stress me alot.. If I were to quit, it just showed that I am not up to the challenging world. God what and how should I do? I have lost my aim. There is no lighting path? Maybe that's work? Maybe my capability is still not up to the level to protect the team..